contentment.

it is hard to imagine what a crabby monster i was all day. everything made me cranky as i fussed around the house all day. i thought once i got my writing done for the group i would chill out a bit. maybe i was just feeling stressed about having people over. i'm not really sure why - these are not judgemental people i am dealing with. whatever the case, i am feeling so completely pleased with things right now that it doesn't really matter. i didn't even like what i wrote. but there was just the food and the laughing and the honesty. that sounds terribly cheesy and i don't care. and speaking of cheese.... it is definitely a good thing to befriend trash-pickers. my friger now contains a lovely block of parmesan, a big ol' container of mozzarella balls, and some sort of amish onion cheese that i am very curious about. and an avocado. that is certainly the way to my heart.
mmmmm......deliciousness.