Wednesday, June 15, 2005

feeling a little macaulay...

...walking into the apartment and wandering around all like yo where is everybody? it was sad coming home to an empty house. i kind of expected everyone to be here and instead i find no one (well, the cats. and they count for something, but conversation with them gets old after awhile). they probably thought i would relish this time alone, as i was slightly overwhelmed during the transition, but really i was looking forward to coming home to a full house. i needed the distraction. i'm feeling all emotional. the sense of loss that comes at the end of the school year. i just get so attached to the little monsters. and especially this year. my heart has broken about a thousand times in the last few days. and the finality of today... sheesh.
BUT...that means i'm almost on vacation. hot damn.

1 Comments:

Blogger Beverly Writer said...

I can feel that need for a full house. Wednesday I got home and no one was there. I knew where they were but felt too melancholic to search them out, preferring to hide in my bedroom and read. Then they went to the diner without me, because I had left no evidence I was home!

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