line up, chakras!

it's kind of like my mind and body are in tune with each other when i feel like this. but that seems to imply something a little more positive.
sometimes my stomach knows before my consciousness that i am feeling anxious. sometimes it is simultaneous. sometimes i don't even get to awareness, excepting my flip-flopping stomach.
what i'm saying here is that i feel totally sick. people from the past (distant and not-so-distant) appearing in one form or another and suddenly i'm a gastro-intestinal wreck.
i'm thinking i might need to hide away for awhile. but i'm not sure if i really want to. and i'm not lettin no bullies push me around. so sir-ee-bob.
i'm wondering if the family swim center might cure some of my woes.