my poor brain cells.

i am sorry, little brain, for mistreating you.
i couldn't even deal with myself when i woke up today. total disgust. but having to drive MM to work, as much as i thought i couldn't handle it, turned out to be something of a saving grace. i didn't actually drive there, because i was still feeling the effects of imbibing until the sun came up. that gave me more freedom to scan the radio and sing. i need to start making mixes that result from my travels. then i lurked around the borders for a long time. i don't know what it is about that place, but they have me targeted perfectly. ever few steps of my wandering takes me in front of somethine else i absolutely must read. it's gets me a little sad that i don't read fast enough, but it's just so fun to be surrounded by so much possibility. i should go on sabbatical from work to do more reading.
after a much needed nap there was some stand-up comedy. honestly, i've never really thought of going to see comedians before. or, if i have thought of it, i've been against it probably. but with it being right across the street from beth and her man's dad's place, it became one of those things i really wanted to do just because it had the potential to be so lame. and it was in milford. free pizza, smuggled wine, and a comedian who was stumped by us and couldn't classify us as anything - excellent night. and the last man actually made us laugh. follow this up with some laughs of our own, and you've got quite a lovely evening.