skeeters.

i have bug bites in the strangest places from all of this pool swimming, which indicates to me that i am not consuming enough garlic. this causes me to be diappointed in myself and i imagine my italian ancestors are slowly shaking their heads in pity and confusion.
my bursitis is plaguing me - is this your doing as well, italian ancestors?
last night during my self-pity drowning drunkeness had the routine guilt about not spending enough time with my family. it happens every so often, but i never seem to do anything about it. part of it is that i completely lack any comprehension of the concept of time. i'm not really sure how anybody makes time for anything. but it really shouldn't be that difficult to go have dinner with my grandparents every once in awhile. i'm such a jerk. and now i'm probably going to skip out on my cousin's birthday party. and for what? a boy? pa-thetic. really, if i am living this close i should have more interactions with them. it's hard being so selfish. it really is.
now i'll go cook something garlicy to ward off any future blood-sucking pests.